Wednesday, 13th May 2009
Well, I'm getting married tomorrow. And I know I said I didn't want 'Romeo and Juliet', but I can't help feeling that I'm short-changing myself. Am I saying that I don't want to love – real love – in my future? Am I saying that being Noah's compatible other half will be enough? Will always be enough? Because I'm not backing out or walking away once Noah's ring is on my finger. I'm not that kind of woman.
I thought I was ready for a grown-up, uncomplicated marriage, but what if I'm not? Am I making the biggest mistake of my life?